time to move on

So I tell myself to move on.
I have to move on.
There is no use in running in circles.
For all those years just circling.
So I tell myself to move on.
Thinking back to those days.
Lucky moments.
Time of joy.
Long past.
So I tell myself to move on.
Ban all this dreams.
Let go of the hopes that are left.
Stop imaging what could have happened.
Stop imaging what could be.
So I tell myself to move on.
Drop everything that has any worth to me.
Finally start a life for my own.
Start a life with my own.
It is time to move on.

– sanados

Count down from ten please

10
Green gras
the wind bends the blades
9
long road
desert
8
a half empthy glass of milk
crispy toast
7
trusted family
hugging all my beloved ones
6
lonesome trip
feeling like flying
5
sweet little baby
crying after inhaling its first breath
so full of life
reaching for the full of it
4
music?
wierd melody
3
2
i wonder
was it worth it?
is it worth it?
Am I worth it?
1
screaming silence
hope
– sanados